me: *gets upset at you* me: *tells you I’m mad in the most passive aggressive way possible* me: *apologizes for getting upset before you even have a chance to respond* me: *invalidates my own emotions* me: *gets upset at you for not caring more that I was upset* me: *gets upset at myself for being shitty* me: *dissociates*
i don’t have an actual best friend and it’s sad and lonely but, at the same time, i sort of feel like taylorswift is my best friend and i get a little less lonely… even if we haven’t actually met (yet).